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It's starting to get cold here in TO. Wait, no. It started snowing here in TO few days ago. Winter is finally here and I don't want it back. Ever. At all. Waking up in the morning is getting harder and harder everyday because of the cold and laziness. Our apartment's heater is not helping as well. As much as I try to get cozy in my fuzzy blanket(s), it still doesn't work. Sometimes I wonder why my Mum liked Canada, and then I look around and realize that whatever her thoughts are, she probably got a point. I just really dislike winter. Anyway, I'm writing this because I'm procrastinating from all the work that I should get done tonight. I need to finish a book. Write a journal. Study for a quiz and a test. Sleep. Oh, and eat. Or I could probably skip all of those and cry my heart out because of frustration. My point is, I shouldn't be writing this but look! Still typing! Sigh.
Anyway,  I feel like I need to suck in all the motivation in the world just to keep me from going everyday. That's how I'm feeling right now. Instead of motivation, I sucked in all the laziness in the world. Sometimes I get tired of school, and just thinking of quitting but then if I quit, I can't go to uni. If I won't go to uni, there is no chance for me to move out, so I can't quit school yet. Priorities, man.
Is it just me or do you guys have a favourite stranger? Not like a stranger you see in the bus, but like a favourite person that you personally know by face and not by name. You acknowledge each other, but you don't know each other. I don't know, but I just noticed that I have these favourite people that I usually see and interact with but I don't know their name. I either didn't ask their name or I probably forgot their name because that's the classic me. I am bad at names. Anyway, what I'm saying is, I don't only have favourite spots, places, restaurants and cafes, but I also happen to have favourite people. I have a favourite barista from my favourite local coffee shop because he is always so nice to me. We've known each other for a year now, but I still don't know his name and he is still nice to me. Whenever he sees me, he usually gives me a treat, whether a doughnut, macaron, tarts, or anything he has in store. He's the best.
I also have a new favourite bank teller. That sounds silly, I know. She was so kind to me and she kinda knows me even though I've only seen her twice. I don't know, man. I'm just weird. I also have a favourite co-worker and I still don't know his name. He also looks like Benedict Cumberbatch...sort of. This post is getting weirder, huh? I need to stop. I feel like Oskar--the character from the book I'm currently reading--has gotten into me and his weird thoughts are my weird thoughts. Or I'm probably just getting depressed and sad everyday, for an unknown reason.